Demons

... is a song about depressions!

When you hear the song for the first time, you may think, its about fears... but thats not the real meaning!
Depressions are an illness, many people have to deal with.

I got my first episodes, when I was 20, depending on my epilepsy. Its hard to realize, that you cant control your feelings - only sadness, emptyness, a lack of emotions, just nothing inside yourself... and the thoughts in your mind running around and around and around.. in circles...

When I got deep depressions in Oct 2013 (and Im still in it), I realized, that an "outsider" cant feel the way a depressed-person feels and there is no really understanding or insight of it... so how could it be.. its an illness, who the most people tell you "go on", "i cant understand - get on your feet", "what the hell is going wrong with you"... and so on... So I hope my song can help to understand, that its in inner struggle - and sometimes "we" can fight and sometimes "we" are obsessed and ruled by these "demons"...

So this song means really a lot to me - its one of my most personals songs ever... And if you ever meet a depressed person - just think first, reach out your hand and say "im here for you" - thats all this person needs! Thank you!

Released on youtube 22.12.2013

DEMONS - vocals & lyrics by Detta, music composed by MuMiCri (youtube)

lyrics:
All the demons in my mind,
they try to slay me, try to slay me all the time...
With the last farewell,
they tear me down, tear me down to hell.

In the dark of the night, when they are ready to fight,
I always close my eyes...
Oh I dont want to see, that they are searching for me,
deep inside my soul.

And I run and I hide,
sometimes I crawl back inside...
I try to be strong,
but it goes on and on and on...
please let me alone, oh please let me alone...

I´m force to fight against the demons in my mind,
but I´m afraid to fail, oh I can´t deny...

I will win in the end, even if I die...

Can you hear the demons, the demons in my mind....